"Hey, you shouldn’t eat that. It’s not good for you."
I feel like a shitty mom.
After having a FUSSY baby all day long and her not sleeping at all tonight, 2:30 am hit and when I looked at the clock I almost started crying, I had been asleep for twenty minuets. I nursed Grace, changed her diaper and tried to soothe her for 15 minuets. She was just crying and crying. I put her in her swing and went into the other room to compose myself- she was still crying but I needed a break for just 2 minuets so I didn’t loose my cool. Well a couple minuets later she is passed out in her swing.
I feel like such an asshole- I never want my baby to CIO… But I needed to walk away…
The constant battle of being happy your baby is asleep but wanting them to be sleeping next to you so you have resist the urge of waking them up to cuddle is REAL.
I *think* Grace may have an upper lip tie, If she does I don’t think it’s very bad, but I definitely want the pediatrician to take a look!
guys I went on to ModCloth and it may have been the biggest mistake I’ve ever made.
Today I am ordering some clothes online that we can’t really afford but I have nothing to wear since giving birth and I feel like if I buy dresses it will force warm weather to come sooner.
I don’t understand why you aren’t suppose to nurse your baby to sleep. Or bed share. It is my favorite time of morning, when she wakes up to be fed. And it’s still dark in the room but light enough for her to look up at me. And after she is done and basically asleep I lay her down right next to me and she cuddles into me and reaches for my finger and won’t let it go. How could you not want these moments? How could you think they are ‘wrong’ or ‘teaching them bad habits’? For me, these are my favorite moments of motherhood so far.